pushing myself to my limits. I’ve always be so afraid to do things, because i’m scared I won’t be any good, or i’m going to fail, or someone is going to criticise me. I’m sick of living like that, being afraid of what other people think, being worried about giving things a try. You only live once and I need to suck it up, stop being a baby and get on with it. So far this year i’ve already applied to be a Trainee Research Officer for HM Inspectorate of Prisons, a job i’d never thought i’d have it in me to do, but I really want to do something different. If I got it i’d be travelling round the country researching into the conditions of prisons. I’m not saying i’ll get it, but I went for it and gave it absolutely everything I had. I’m also pushing myself to get over my fear of driving (I used to be petrified at the idea of being in control of the car) but i’m determined i’m going to pass my test this year - it doesn’t sound like a big deal to most people but it’s absolutely huge for me! I just think it’s all about having a positive mental attitude and believing in yourself, which I never have done. If and when I do get knocked back and do things wrong, I’m going to teach myself not to take things personally, pick myself up and try again, rather than cowering in a corner, giving up and losing all my confidence. I have to push myself this year, I absolutely have to.